Today...

 “Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.” - Heman Hesse

         Today YOU turned 29 and today I turned my back on LOVE...because loving you is painful. You killed everything I was and everything I am. I am craving for...how you were, for how IT was and for our nice memories to be alive again...But time never comes back and why would it? What was incredibly beautiful is dead now and there is nothing I can do to bring the old YOU back...Now I see things differently as I let go...Focus on the journey and not the destination they say...I guess I failed...So much for my happy ending...

     But today I feel ALIVE, today I feel free...Today I want to be happy!....Today I want to smile!!!...Today I am...ME!